Why?

Why is it so hard
so hard to understand you?
Why does everything seems so right
but at the same time so wrong?
Why do I feel this way?
Why must i feel this way?

I've never asked much;
Just maybe your love.
And a year has passed,
Clearly shown;
Everything has faded.
Your LOVE has faded..

Isnt the word LOVE something sacred and meaningful?
Then why did you say it all the time?
To me..
Before..
Knowing now it would always be a mystery..

Its like a game I'm playing
but just with one player.
And the catch to the game is;
WITH TWO PLAYERS THEN ONLY YOU COULD WIN!
I feel like a dumb fool,
Being fooled over and over again.
And it goes on.. and on and on...

Maybe Im too easy?
What am I to say?
Admits; mistakes has been done before
and now im trying to get things right!
Once I was told;
"..You cant help what you feel
But just to feel it!.."
Sadly indeniably true..

Its heading my way now.
"..What goes around, comes around Izzy.."
Always was repeated to my ears.
Its all coming back to me,
Payback;
Revenge;
KARMA;
Good or bad;
harshly.
And it all comes back to one simple question;
WHY?


*sigh