So far so good.

Its already March, gosh time flies so fast nowadays. Last year felt like yesterday. It's been awhile since I've updated my blog. Let's begin this story-telling..

The year 2008 ended well for me, and I must say I'm so grateful that 2008 was an amazing year! At some point I felt that my life is back on track. I've got a job, I've got family and friends close to me and while I was walking through the year I bumped into love. I was never sure about this one - confusing signals, not sure for himself and etc etc but I was determine to give a try. Ways words technique solutions and effort did not go to waste cause this love plans to stay.

It gets deeper and serious. No stability and sudden emotions swirled in.

I was on ground for a few months looking for a new job or a better opportunity since the company was going through a major financial hiccup and obviously I did not see any stability with this company. Reading through the classifieds, hearing by mouth, from paper ads to JobStreet.com I search for a new career but somehow I ended feeling even more lost and confused. Being a steward was not what I had in mind, and seeing myself as a steward in the future is nil - but for now this job is my only rice bowl while I do some soul searching.

With all the recent issues during that period, "US" was brought up. Perfect timing. Just when you thought that things can't get any worse - SLAM!! Right at your face! It was quite an emotional week. One of my close friend and her partner split after just 6 months being together and sure as hell she loved him alright. I didn't see it coming tho, I don't know maybe I wasn't paying that much attention or actually I really didn't know much about their relationship.

Looking at the situation got him thinking alot - things were said and I admit I was quite hurt. Took me few days to digest everything, maintaining calm and thought about it thoroughly.

There was no choice given, there was no decision to make - just the honest truth from him.

Through out the quarter, everything gradually got better. I definitely partied alot this year.
2008 definitely made me grow - physically and mentally. Let's speak about the obvious, the drastic weight gain. A 70kg to a 80kg in less than 3 months is crazy, face shaping up more into a ball and the belly. People seem to like it so I'm going with the majority. Mentally, I'm definitely more matured in handling things - less drama.

So far 2009 has been really good. I'm slowly getting more stable, my family is hanging in and my friends are all doing pretty good. I had an amazing valentine although I was having fever during the holiday but It was good. We went to Langkawi for the weekend. In 2 months I'll hit the 1 year bench. Can't wait but at the same time I'm just so scared. Sigh.