My so called "SURPRISE BDAY BASH". Thanks! <3

Before anything.


I would like to congratulate my bro's band, OAG and Jaclyn Victor for making it as our 1st Ikon Malaysia 2007. Especially to OAG who has been thru alot of ups and downs, changing of ppl in the band and so much more and finally after all the years being in this industry OAG is finally recognized! Congratulations again. The show was absolutely fabulous! (except for the part where Radhi's mic was faulty but dont worry guys it wasnt your fault!) I was jumping for joy that night sampai penat! Kesian Dayang, she has been thru so much and still didnt get it. Dont give up girl, you've got your own talent and sooner or later you will be up there. Just have a little patience yea?


290707, Digi casting at Damansara Heights.


Slept well I must say, my causin Shahir slept over. Already planned yesterday that me and Bazz will be going for the digi casting at Damansara. (woke up with a loud song of Whine up by Kat Deluna, thank god Bazz called if not I would have terlajak tdo.) Well after all the wait, we decided not to go on proceed with our own plans. We meaning Bazz, Aaron, Shahir and Me. Not forgeting Danger! I didnt had a plan at that time, so I was just going with the flow. First, was to head to Damansara to meet Danger, then well at that time I was made believe that Bazz is bringing me out and that everyone else had their own things to do.


Jeng jeng jeng, Bazz terpecah lobang!




So then only I know that Bazz decided to pull a surprise party for me at Yow Chuan. (where else kan?) And he already did all the invitation and all. Even my causin knew about it. Damn it! Before heading to Yow Chuan, we had to send my beloved causin back to his place at Kampung Pandan. (it was quite a distance to go there..) Hantar dia then we head straight to Yow Chuan. Myrez pullet out last minute, she had some issues to attend to by herself. (dont think too much Myrez just relax.. but 1 advise sayangku, dont think with your heart, think with your head!) So for the 1st time ever, I was actually early. We booked room at 530pm and we reach there on time with the room ready. First it was just the 3 of us. (me, Bazz & Aaron.) Nyanyi macam nak gila and all, then Hunns and Saiful came. Followed by Danger and new boif, Shamel. Cute. I like! And then Danger and boif had to leave early because they had to attend a wedding ceremony and by that time most of us were either drunk or typsy.

From 5.30pm to 12.00am.




That was how long we were in the room singing our lungs out. Around 8 something my bro and Alis came and by that time, I was already out! My voice was gone, Bazz was lying down, Hunns was jumping everywhere, Saiful Zameer and Aaron maintained. It was nice that all of them came, but it was also sad for me that well certain people that I wanted to see didnt appear, or maybe wasnt invited because I didnt do the invitation (Bazz did it, but its cool!) and one of them (Ricky!!) was working! Damn it! Tapi memang sampai suara hilang man! LOL!


A lil down towards the night.


Well, I was already down basically these past few days and well I guess that night got me feeling soooooooo happy and at the same time soooo down. Happy that well, there was actually people celebrating the birth of me. Down? *sigh. Exactly 1 year ago, we celebrated my birthday there as well and yes Bazz was the host! I was down and Bazz and friends cheered me up! Exactly 1 year ago again, that I broke up with my so called "love-of-my-life". And sadly til today, its still fresh in my memories like it just happened again. I shed some tears as well at this bash. Yes I know its pathetic but I just couldnt help what I felt. Everything suddenly appeared back in my head so clearly. And then suddenly out of the blue pulak Bazz just left for home just like that. He just wanted to go back and I seriously I dont know why. While walking him down (and mind you he was walking faster and faster..) he asked me like "..do you have anything to say, just say it now..?" and I'm like thinking what the fuck wei? And I didnt had anything to say so I said no and he walked even faster. So that really tick me off, and at that state of mind that I was in, I just didn't know what to do. (what happen Bazz? I really dont get it!)


Hit 12am.


Birthday song was sang by everyone and the karaoke session end. Received so many text messages of happy birthday wishes from so many people. (thanks so much guys for actually even remembering. Ke korang letak dalam calendar telephone??) But it got me more down, I was waiting for a txt from someone and well til now I haven't received it. Guess as much that he forgotten. Or he just couldnt be bothered anymore. (macam pukimak kan?) So I continued the night with a-little-moody-but-still-cool-look kinda thingy. Dropped everyone home and headed home. And finally I actually smiled because there was a cake waiting for me at home with candles! (a nice cake some more.) And a song from my family came with it. Then I realized that no mater how down I feel but as I see my family they can just make me smile even just by standing in front of me and not saying anything. Thanks mum, dad, bro and alis. Thank you so much.


Thanks.


Thanks guys for everything. Thanks for the presents! Thanks so much! Love you guys!