STRESS!

Stress!

What the fuck man? How childish can someone get? File a lawsuit? Over a matter that’s so small? And when I asked whether I could talk to the prove he has, he said no. Lets not get other people involve. I mean darling, if you are going to put it into law, then he is definitely involve. True? I did law sweetie, I should know. But I didn’t fucking brag about it! To think he has been in this world longer than I have and still can act so childish. Grow up. I guess its true when they say, life is a cycle. You start out from a fetus, and end with being a fetus as well. If I ever meet the third party again, I am so going to ask him directly, and frankly what did he say to him. As what he said, when you do good, they still tend to talk about the bad. Well, I did good, and look, again it hit me in the face.

Here’s the story.

On the month of July, I had a flight (trip of to KCH and all for 5 days.) and mind you, we maintain Tech Crew for 5 days. And I was flying with this apparently Captain so popular in the airlines. And what people talk about him was so much different from how he was with us. He was honestly a nice person. He brought us all out. (bawak gi karaoke lagik!) He didn’t do any bad things to us, tak de marah marah and all, so what is there to talk about rite? SO, anyways, now; apparently I’ve talked bad about him. (and that was the only time I flew with him, after 2yrs being with MAS) I talked bad about him to this other set crew of mine when I did a penang layover flight on the month of august. (and yea I am not gonna mention any names.) I remembered what exactly I said to them, that the Captain was actually a nice guy. He brought us to dinner and shit, but as normal, being typical human, you tend to add salt and pepper to anything. So takkan si tua bangka tu tak tau the life of the airlines? He said he has been flying for 27 years takkan you tak tau kan? As what you said, if its not true, then why the hell care? Betul tak? (kimak aku sampai kuching je dah stress!)

Involving my Leading pulak tuh.

And then, ask me to call me my leading now. He wants to clarify things with my leading. Why must you involve someone that wasn’t even in the picture? Captain ask me what did I tell my set, and I answered that well he wants to ask me some questions on safety related matter. (reason being, because I don’t want it to be a big HU HA and not to cover my own fucking ass! There was nothing to cover anyways) But no, pasal tuh pun aku kena bamboo! I just didn’t want others to get involve in this stupid matter. Buat pe la aku nak bazir air liur cakap benda buruk pasal kau, aku pun bukannye baik sangat! And I have so much more other problems to think about then dealing with you! I mean think about it, being human, if someone were to do something bad to you, you would talk about it. But as far as I’m concern, he didn’t do anything to me. SO why the fuck would I make up some stupid shit story saying he fuck around and all that. Dah laa he didn’t even kacau any of my set crew! Aduh pukimak suka buat aku stress tau!


I know, I shouldn’t bother.

But you see, if the person didn’t come up to me and embarrass me in public, I couldn’t care less but he did. He embarrass me in front of the other set crew and all. I mean what the fuck wei? Yea I know you’re a fucking captain and yea you said what “.. cabin crew and captain macam langit dan bumi..” FUCK YOU! Cabin crew is a career and so is being a tech crew. Both of our jobs holds the same policy. Its safety! Not just the bloody tech crew. If we don’t check our Safety Equipment right anything could happen. Without us, you cant even fucking fly the aircraft! (it just shows how he looks down on the cabin crew..) What you think, being a Tech Crew is a big thing? Darling you’re working for a company, lain la kalau that airline is your fucking airline! (yea I know he is rich and all, he got his own company la tu laa.. I don’t care.) Money doesn’t bring you anywhere. Bukan nye boleh masuk syurga duit tuh semua!

He wants to tell me about religion!

What he thinks Im bad with my religion. I think my dad has taught me a lot about religion!

Talking about respect.

If you want someone to respect you, you have to respect that person even if the person is lower ranking than you. You’ve got to earn that respect and not plee for it darling. If you don’t respect that person, you expect that person to respect you. (that aint the way of life.. it goes 2 ways!) Apa salah nye you talk to me nicely, ask me nicely and not try to gertak me? Im the kind, moment someone gertak me, that’s it laa, there goes the respect you’ve earn. Nak tunjuk konon you are someone, I don’t honestly care., Yes in this world when you got money, you could buy glory, but not the after life, you cant buy your glory then. (hah ko ingat aku tak tau religion!) And then telling me to look myself in the mirror, who the fuck do you think you are to say that? What your that perfect that you could say that! Tolong laa, if you are perfect people wont be talking about you. (as what you said, pokok takkan bergerak kalau tak ada angin..) Say it to yourself then!

And to the third party.

I swear the next time I meet you, I am gonna come up to you nicely and ask you frankly what the hell did you add in to the story I apparently said to all of you! And if you aint honest, Im gonna try so hard to make a date with him and you I am gonna drag along. And then you tell. And I’ll make sure this problem will be solve then! (Ko ingat aku tak berani buat benda tuh, yea I maybe 21 but darling you are honestly messing with the wrong person!)

S T R E S S!

2nd & Last day @ Brunei

Woke up at 1100HRS!

By some of his baby causins. LOL tot I was their causin. And I was telling them that he is at work. (tapi I think diarang tak paham kut.) Clean up at the room a lil bit and terus turun mandi. And then I kemas kini kan my laptop, cuz it was in a terrible shape. Ntah laa sapa main ngan laptop nih! (stress! Even the screen was tonggang terbalik!) So you know how I don’t like it to be so messy!

Lunch at some restaurant near the house.

Nice food you know! The buttered prawn was nice! And the sup tulang or I think its sup tulang! (its weird that everything just has to relate to…. Sigh..) But it was nice. (ya allah bilik nih sejuk nak mampus k! Dah laa tak de kipas!) Pas tuh tried to get connected to the internet tapi ntah I guess the Wi-Fi signal wasn’t that good, so it’s always macam disconnecting. Ein was online tapi I couldn’t really get to talk to him. (the signal was really bad, it was always connecting and disconnecting so macam malas laa nak connect lagik)

Getting ready to head to Brunei Town!

Apparently it is about an hour drive to the town. Now we are a Kuala Belait or something like that. Its more of the suburb area here. Not really much of a city. (tapi best laa cuz its so relax kat sini..) The journey was well about 1hr drive or so. Stop by at the Jerudong Theme Park and my god it’s so huge! (mmg besar giler!) Its empty now tho. Tak banyak orang pegi. And I saw the rollercoaster, Im telling you I would so know who would like to ride on those! (EeEEeee I tak berani ye! I would never go on it!) After driving thru the Jerudong area. Then we headed to the Empire Hotel. (Ok Im not gonna cerita much about the Empire Hotel cuz me myself was speechless when I saw it!) So, Im gonna so plan my holiday with friends soon, so you guys better save up! I tell you you would love the hotel. Altho its about RM500 a night tapi biasela kita can tong tong kan?

And the city.

It’s a small city. Went to the cheapest DVD and CD store. And I tell you macam gudang babe! LOL! I bought 4 cd’s for just RM8. IMAGINE! And then the shopping mall lak macam Berjaya Timesquare sikit. Not as big but the interior was exactly! Cant shop tho. But there’s nothing to shop cuz barang dier its more murah in KL. So I just bought myself Cd’s that’s it! (In the city banyak keta laa, first time tadi I tgk jam! LOL) Now at this café, makan. Makan sandwich je. Sambil Wi-Fi. In awhile nak head back to the suburbs dah, because im meeting one of his friends at the suburb. (Kuala Belait la basically..)


Last night at Brunei.

Lepaking at this café, as normal with Wi-Fi. Wi-Fi is everywhere in Brunei. Maybe because it’s a small country. Macam at home its not that big. Trying to connect to the Wi-Fi but tak dapat suit! Banyak skali jak orang di ctok! (oh sorry wrong language. Better at least not everyone can understand.) With his friend here, name Mawee. A steward for RBA. Hmmm found out loads about the airlines. Damn good diarang punyer benefits. I could trade my annual leave for free tix. And some more they are given 38 days of annual leave! (tulah perbezaan MAS ngan aircraft lain!)

The next day.

Head to MYY at about 11am. And got a lil stress when I was at the airport because there was no seats available at all. (sorry for the one who was with me. Understand that the next day I had a flight to go for..) SO tunggu tunggu, when makan at the city jap, and head back to airport. (btw terima kasih banyak banyak to Mawee yang sanggup drive me to MYY) Sampai airport, tak de seat lagi. So no choice had to talk to the captain operating MYY/KUL. Nasib captain baik! Aku first time duduk jumpseat! LOL! Best! Leading operating pun baik! Orang sarawak. Well I must say my trip to Brunei was nice. Altho at the beginning ade abit drama but it was nice, and so relaxing. (paham paham la kan, kalau aku kat tempat yg relax i tend to get a lil lazy! LOL)



*pictures are all up in the slide. Couldnt take every minute but there are some snipets of my trip! Enjoy! (bukan nye ader ape ape pun kan! LOL)

1st day @ Brunei!

Relax. Quiet.

I must say, if you really wanna get the hell out of the city life, I've only been to 2 place which is Kuching and now Brunei. Seriously its so quiet here. Its so relax. Memang best! Its like so slow and steady here. Not like in KL. Macam pantat! Where ever you head there will be a jam in front of you kan? (sigh..kuang kuang kuang..)

Arrived MYY.

Went to the town for awhile. (btw didnt take the direct flight to brunei, cuz it was quite pricy so decided to stop at MYY) Walked around for awhile, had my sugar bun and then head to Brunei. the journey wasnt that far, prolly about 1hr drive. Its just woods and on the left and right. Havent gone to the Brunei town yet. It would be tmrw I guess. Might stay in the town. Then from there terus gi airport the nest morning at MYY. To think after this Brunei trip, I'll be working straight for 4 days! STRESS! (macam sial je kan? but no regrets!)

Arrived at destination.

Nice house I must say! Very nice. Very comfortable. My mum mesti suka cuz got loads of antics! LOL! Nice family. Friendly mum. LOL! (very friendly, macam boleh buat kawan beb!) Lepak lepak jap, and then sembahyang maghrib and straight for dinner at this restaurant. Nice food. But the squid was a little tasteless but nice. So now you know how my tummy loks like. Already I had sugarbun in the evening then dinner. (Bazz i think its time! LOL) And now at this cafe near his place. Very poshy cafe with alot of chinese! (oh gosh macam pasar!) Just now sunyi but after that started laa! Will be heading back in awhile, he needs to rest. He has work tmrw, and leaving me with his mum to go out! Im getting a lil scared! Paham paham la kan!

*will paste up pictures tmrw. (something wrong with my laptop.)

Im heading to that direction? Any objections?

Well, Sydney didnt happen. But Brunei came to KL. LOL.

I must say last week was very tiring. A friend (whose not really a friend now but... LOL) came down to KL for a week. Btw, met him thru Barry. So being typical Malaysians, we brought him around. (altho he came here before.. ) He said that "..dont be shock, cuz I look much different real life then the pics.." but honestly he looks the same. Prolly I thought he would be taller but well shorter people are always a bonus. ; ) So sajerla bawak dia gi jalan jalan, went everywhere, introduce him to everyone. (remember ini kawan barry tapi aku yang over.. LOL) He was only here for a week, so I didnt get my hopes high on anything to happen. But I tried my best to get to know him a lil bit. And surprisingly, I DID! I got to know him very well. Was with him everyday, from noon til midnight.

A very nice guy, there's something about him that really captured my eyes. There's something there tthat made me wanna get to know him. (aku bukan nak bersyair or what tapi btul. Myra said the same thing..) Besides the fact that he is good looking and all, he's charming. Mengaut hati, orang kata kan! And the fact that he was leaving so soon, I decided to spend every minute I have with him, and same goes to him. So macam kita were always together laa.
Things started getting intimate (and it doesnt mean sex..) prolly on the third chilled with him. It was starting to get serious, but I didnt know whether he wants it that way. Tanak la macam over kan?

Declaration.

Then came friday, where all of us except Tareq went for karaoke (and yes he ahs an amazing voice!) then to frangi's. And people were already questioning that night. And I could not really give an answer so I just said "..not too sure.." At frangi's were we sitting down, and he pop the question. "..sayang are we serious?.." So I macam, its up to you on what you want, I would like to be serious but If you dont want to then its ok with me. Paduhal, he wanted to be serious. SO I guess it was declared there at frangi la kuts kan? Just after that some fucking mat saleh kacau dia., I swear I wanted to punch that mat saleh so badly! Thats the problem of going out with good looking men. Susah sangat! Confirm I'll be para para sakura! LOL!

Long distance.

So yea, he left. :( Doing the long distance now. And so far its going pretty well. Thank god man dreated internet and IDD cards and phones and SMS. LOL . Kalau tak maybe susah la jugak kan. But its going well. I bet there's people betting on it, but who the fuck cares. Its not like its they who are in the relationship. (but still thinking of the worst can happen, tanak laa head up the sky pulak kan?)