Life is Fair

Emptiness came without an invitation
leading a soul alone and despair
searching for that gate to heaven
for its time to give up 'cause it's no longer there.

Crawling to every passage
lighted or dark
just to seek for another soul, or,
another place
where life is actually fair.

A soul still hurting and wandering everywhere
facing obstacles; if not strong
one day would tear
tear out all pieces and puzzles
of experience and some assumed answers,
all disappearing through thin air.

The search must go on.
The soul must find peace
peace within itself, and,
peace with the existing life.

Walked and walked
travelled countless distance
still seeking for that other soul, or,
yet another place;
A place where life is fair
assuming only then that soul could rest in peace.

As 4 seasons past
that soul finally rest
altho it settled for something a little less;
Accepted the fact that it would not be the best.

This soul accepted life as it is;
This soul once had peace within;
And at the highest point
this soul found the gates to heaven
only from a distance
instantly ending it's life with doubts of life's fairness.

A soul's life is written
way before it's creation, and,
paragraphed in a manner
showing life is fair even with the attached emotions.

But this other soul managed to rest in peace
this other soul never gave up, not only,
accepted life as it is, or,
possessed peace within even just for that ONE time, or,
had found the gates of heaven also from a distance.
This other soul had the will;
A will to go through it all
bearing all the emotions
with a solid mind and thinking, that,
life is fair.

After all;
If life wasn't actually fair
my life would not be written before creation
for me to have written this.