Alone in this now.

Paranoid.

I know I'm doing something wrong; I'm just hoping this time they will forgive me. I dont know whether its wrong or not, but I guess if it was me I'll be cool, just afraid others wouldnt be.

07/07/07

Nice date dont ya think? It was a nice day for me as well. Got back from flight and well headed out. Didnt regret heading out at all; it was a good chat. Its been awhile, i've gone out and well it was just talking talking and talking. Heading somewhere? Lets not speak to soon. I dont know what is in people's mind nowadays, so I guess it would take time for me to answer that question. But sadly, yes sadly I dont have that much time. And yes as what someone said to me, "..i cant buy time to spend it with you.." But now I'm wishing if only we could eyh?

Broke!!

Damn it, on wednesday I'll be going to Kaoshiung and the following day to Jakarta, and Im broke. So worried actually. And then some more, after 3 days OFF I'll be going to Perth. I cant ask from anyone now; really dont plan to add more debts in accounts. Its already not seimbang. Sometimes I just regret spending my money on stupid things man; but no regrets they say. Well to make myself feel better, I always tell myself, yea no regrets! Enjoy it! LOL! Anyways heading to my bed. Its yelling my name. Thank god, im flying tomorrow but only at night. Pheww.