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Another year it is.

Damn it, in 5 days I'll add 1 to my age. And I already feel old enough. Im actually scared. I mean, everytime my bday comes closer and closer I always wonder what have I achieved the past year? But this year has been quite a good year for me. (insyaallah tahun tahun akan datang lebih murah rezeki for me, my famliy and friends.. Amin) After what has happen to me in the past years, I've learnt so much. (tapi masih tersangkut dengan masa silam yee..) As what Finns said today, "..the day you get over it, is the day you found a replacement.." In alot of ways I do agree with what she said, but isnt there other ways? Tak yah nak berkenalan and all. Just live the normal single life? Atau maybe the feeling would just go away? Yea, basically I'm not over it but thats not the main topic in my life now. Im getting use to the feeling. I think it will fade away once everything is stable and more calm.

Things that has happen lately.

Well, lets see. I've broken a few people's heart. I mean not really broke their hearts laa, but things just didnt work out. Yes its my fault. (i cant wait for Karma..) Family bonding has been really good, altho there is ups and downs but its been really good. And my maid is back here but just for a month, she's leaving back to Bandung already. Just for prolly 2 months or so til her elder sister comes back from Arab. Me and my elder brother (siapa tak kenal fizul kan?) are bonding pretty well. I guess we have learnt to accept each others flaws and weaknesses. Sometimes when I'm feeling down its nice to actually get advice from him. (i owe 2 yrs to my family and now I'm willing pay it back..)

Friends.

*sigh. Im actually so blessed to have friends like mine. (whether their bitching about me or not.. I doubt it tho. LOL!) Everytime I'm with them they really brighten up my day. There's so many different characters in my group of friends and sometimes I laugh at it because its just so cute. Not just characters, but even age gap. And surprisingly still with the far age gap we could click! Lets see, there's Sally; a weird personality, fun and outgoing. Never thought that her age is that. (takkan la i nak cakap kan?.. ehhe) And then there's Ayun. (Khairul Anwar nama sebenar tapi I dont know how AYUN came about.. Family name kutz..) He is so cute. He also my hair dresser. He likes to give funny sarcarstic remarks and its sometimes its hilarious! And he is also a very confused person. And kesian orang yang duk tunggu dia. Ayun, make up ur mind! Then there's Myra or Myrez. Hehe, she ma twin sister. We're so different but alike. Get it? And we cant forget Lyn. (you know Azlyn Balqis, LYNFUNKSTAR.. gawd she has so many names..) She appears once in awhile, since she started working she's been busy. Understandable. She's fun! Hmmm, alot more people laa. We cant forget Tareq kan? (that one mmg sehidup semati..) I guess we bond better now tho. We're much closer now than before. Not just when I was in a relationship but even before. We're more matured in our "best-friends" relationship now. Pemikiran kita pun dah matang kan. We're even closer due to the fact that we work under the same company and the same department. And then there's Shereen. She confused. She cute. And she talks alot, especially when she has her dessert which is greens and herbs. Sometimes half the time I cant really understand what is she saying but I love her. And there's Atif. Awww keshian Atif now have to start classes at college already. But its ok, he definitely gonna turn out to be one big campus slut. (you can do it Atif, I know you want to..)

First its a liability and then later turns into an asset.

Well, this is prolly my greatest achievement in life. I bought over a landed property at Bdr Sri Dsara. Double-storey link house. Its actually our 1st house that's actually ours in my family. (ok laa rumah kat subang tak leh kira laa, that was long time ago..) And I'm proud of it and my family is excited about it! Its a beautiful place. Its well maintained, and I dont need to do any renovation or cleaning up cuz it is as good as new. Me and Fizul wont be staying there tho. It would just be Mum, dad and my maid. Me and Fizul and not forgetting Alis will be maintaining this condominium. I guess mum wants to teach Fizul to be more independant. More reliable and definitely let him go through life as it is now that he has more commitments like the WNA 9757 and the house bills and all. And some more, he has never stayed alone before so I pun tak tau how to handle this. But I guess it will be ok. Slowly slowly he will learn la kutz. (im begging, hoping and praying.. hehe)

Jakarta this September? Any followers?

Well, me and Tareq will be going for our 3rd holiday and this time we're going to Jakarta. Sept 6th til the 9th. Cant wait man. Our annual leave is approved, so we just have to purchased our tix. (tapi I dont know whether I should use my F.O.C ticket or not..? it would be a waste jgak if I dont..) And Tareq's mum would do our hotel booking since she could get it at cheaper rate. Tapi ya la, Chia wont be there in Jakarta so I guess me and Tareq are really gonna be tourist there man! LOL! Well, I really dont mind if other's wanna join us this trip. Hani said she might, so must update her. This is gonna be another blast! (cross your fingers girls!)

Looking forward to 2nd August.

I'll be doing a daily flight to Bangkok. This is the best part, I'll be flying with Tareq man! First time that we are rostered on the same flight! (if only it was trip ke, or airbus NS ke? Lg best kan!?) But yea, in a way scared la jgak because you know perbalahan cara berkerja. Confirm I'm gonna be the gelly steward man! Hehe, dah laa Tareq tak suka orang too particular. Im quite particular laa. Particular in normal normal thingy like cleanliness and all. Hehe, nanti I know sure confirm Tareq will take out a statement towards me! LOL! But I still cant wait. I've always jumpa dia tapi tak pernah fly sama! *sigh. Who is the leading arh? I dont know whether can find out or not.

SAS.

Im telling you, SAS has been happening alot in my life. But dont worry, I'm still in control of it. I dont know, but this is definitely an addiction. No I cant say I'm addicted to it. If ade then ade if tak de then I wont go finding for it. But if someone were to mention it to me about it or maybe I've planned it but then I cant get it; maybe I will start looking for it. And that would make me look like I'm addicted to it. BUT IM NOT GUYS OK! DONT WORRY! Now, chillin' out in my brother's room trying to finish typing this blog and at the same time looking at Tareq in front of me getting so "intimate" with the desktop. (I'm on my laptop..) Hehe, he has something for electronic gadgets when he SAS! Dunia luar lesap. Tak de laa its not that bad. Ok, enough of me typing and yapping about I dont know what. Will update you tmrw! (gosh I've got so much things to do tmrw man!)