An ocean away.

The sun rises beautifully at east,
and sets with loneliness at the west,
so it starts with a beautiful morning,
ends with a lonely night.

Past, present and future,
just doesn't make sense anymore,
just mere words,
written in the dictionary.

Everything is blurred out,
and existing scene of confusion gets intense,
causing all types of disruptions,
leading to feel low, depress,
then things will be all jaded.

Its not fair,
every morning; waking up to my love,
whose an ocean away,
while others,
could even cuddle before they sleep.

Could this love be real,
or is this just another passer-by,
statements and questions thrown at me,
without a doubt that maybe it could real,
and again,
constant reminder;
that it's an ocean away.

Never search for love,
it'll come knocking on your door,
believe it or not,
I wasn't searching;
definitely not somewhere an ocean away,
but it came knocking on my door,
and resisting it was a bitch!

Walking away from my past,
was not an easy task,
but keeping this present;
and wanting it to be my future
would be a harder task,
but one challenge that I'm willing to take,
so now,
emotional strength and support I seek.

Again,
the sun rises in the morning,
and sets at dawn,
as how love would come,
might stay and then go;
so just cherish it,
have it while you can,
although its an ocean away.

BALI here I come!

3rd holiday this year.

Damn, this is really what you call living the life. I've actually never went for holidays so frequently. Hmmm, but yea this time we'll be heading to Bali. Yes WE is me and Ricky. (sehidup semati kan...) But this time its just the 2 of us. We dont know anyone there, and well basically nothing la. But damn, Bali would be fun kan? We dont have an exact plan on we are going to there. Just gonna head there and see what's up. Be there for 4 days, so 1 of those day we will do some sight seeing, definitely! (fr the 6th - 9th Sept.)

Anyways, wish us luck! MUSHROOMS!!! YAY!

Cheers!

Chances.

Do you agree?

A good questioned was asked today, would I ever give myself that chance? A long time I ponder, searching and seeking for an answer. Do you believe that everyone has that perfect someone for them out there? I intercept that by stating my believes about life is not perfect. So, how could there be someone perfect just for you? At the end of the day we always settle with something less perfect. So does perfection brings happiness, since never we will experience it. We always want something best of the best for us and not realising that we don't even give ourselves a chance for anything else and not knowing that maybe in one of that chances comes with happiness. In reality, it all comes down to us. Me. You. We make our decisions, and still others are always to be blame. Am I right?


Fairy tales, fairy tales. Come back to reality!

Feelings of scared and terrified conquers the whole? Maybe? Are we scared of not knowing the ending? Would it be a fairy tale ending or heartbroken bloody ending? One thing we have always mistaken of is fairy tale ending. Its straight forward English; FAIRY TALE ENDING. So don't you think that only happens in a fairy tale story. Fairy tale stories that are made up to make humans gives that reason to live, because to some of them fairy tale endings is one of their believes. Don't they know that its just a piece of crap? Direct translation for fairy tales is CERITA DONGENG. So why believe in it?

Either way, both would be a good thing no matter how the ending turns out. One could be a beautiful thing that happened in your life or perhaps an experience that you could never forget. Its a win win situation. So why do we have to be scared or terrified knowing at the fact that its a win win situation?


Reasoning to complication and then the blaming.

Are you willing to commit? Do you think you can make it through? There's so many question that we, human, ourselves create just for reasoning. Complication comes after all the reasoning. And then we blame others. Ok, maybe yes we have the right to blame the other but at times where we cant, we still do blame the others. We people are not accepting the reality of life. We make decisions for ourselves and not others so STOP BLAMING OTHERS!


Solution.

When it says, would you give yourself a chance? I say we should! What are we gonna lose? As I said its a win win situation. Why nag nag nag and nag and then don't do anything about it. We have to take action. We cant just sit here and wait for a miracle to pop out from our ass. Everyone deserves chances, use it. Don't put your chances to waste, because maybe one day you wont even have a chance to even waste and if that day ever comes to you, this will be the exact words that would come out from your mouth,.. "..why didn't I give myself a chance? Now its just too late.." You've reach the dead end, and now this is a perfectly correct time for you to pray for a miracle too pop out your ass. So try while you still can, taste everything that comes in between. And most importantly, never regret.


Thought of the day.

Maybe something that is so beautiful is packed in something so ugly.