KHAD, I NEED YOU NOW!

Conversation with Khad.

Why I can opened up to her so easily? I like the way she thinks. She thinks so maturedly. I like what she tells me. (advise la basically..) One of it was "..its ignorance, if u hate that means u still care.. uve moved on when u no longer care.." I really agree to that statement.

One of the conversation.

Gofigure: one promise that im gonna stick to is, when another person comes in my life,. i aint gonna love the person like how i love him
Gofigure: cuz at the end of the day i just hurt loving someone so much
luv_ariessa: we love differently..n learn from mistakes.
luv_ariessa: whatever u said, is just urself wanting to protect ur heart
luv_ariessa: which is fine
luv_ariessa: just remember, that u are ok n complete without a partner..

*Gofigure = Me
luv_ariessa = Khad

"just remember, that you are ok and complete without a partner"

I mean, ying has a partner its yang! Well, I mean, would I be complete without a partner? Ying or Yang wouldnt be complete without the both of them. If a symbol needs a partner apatah lagi manusia? Maybe he wasnt the one, but then why do I love him so much? Why I cant hate him? I dont want to hate him, but I just want to lose my feelings towards him. I want to let it go, but I honestly cant! Everything is fine now, we're friends. But is that what I want? Or is that what he wants? Is friends enough? If it was friends, I cant love him like how Im loving him now. I cant. Then it wouldnt be fair. Rite? (yarabi, aku ni memang suka meng-complicatekan orang kan?)

Sydney. Ready for me?

Here I come Sydney. Altho its not confirm. Because my roster isnt out. But I dont care. I will mutual of whatever flights that I have on those particular dates. (dah request OFF days tapi tak tau dapat tak..) Khad, you've got to promise me that im always occupied. Besides the sleeping time, I'll occupy myself. (dapat tak bawak jantan balik rumah? LOL. Kidding yea?) No men for me for awhile. (women maybe?)