Damn! An eye infection!

Realized this eye infection about 2 days ago. My left eye swelled like a bitch before my flight, so had to wear glasses. (which is so-out-of-fashion-kinda-glasses) The next day from Sibu, the swell went down, but suddenly it grew again. Beranak pinak la pulak kan. Now with a white dot on it some more. I LOOK SO HORIBBLE! Went for an eye check up just now with the specialist, I cant be using contacts for awhile. So i dont know how it end up to this, I bought a new pair of glasses. LOL. I already have one by the way.

Depression is in everyone. (weird how I just reaize)

Was chillin' out with Myrez and Umie, Jen for awhile. With the girls basically. (what happen to the boys man??) Anyways, was talking about my last post. I just realized, that im not weird as quoted by Myrez. There are actually people who are curious like me. LOL. I think thats why we're friends. Same wave length. Not all of us are doing good now, there's only a few of us that are doing well. Good luck to you guys whose heading to their ambitions. Really envy them. Regretted my chances before this. Should have payed attention, and not fuck-around not thinking of the consequences.

Gorgeous.

So was chillin' at Coffee Bean, Mont Kiara. And there I saw my 'prince charming'. LOL! Handsome nak mampus. Pakai office attire and all. You know how men in office attire just gives me the tingles. And the best part, he was using glasses. (dont ask me why I like men with glasses but I honestly do) Like what Umie said, she likes intelegent men. Same here. They have this attraction. Like some kind of aura. (aura Mawi la kate kan..) But sadly 'prince charming' wasnt gay. Or prolly I wasnt his type. Mungkin dia suka melayu jugak kut. But Im malay. I may look chinese but Im malay!! Looks can be deceiving you know. (kawan dia la yg tak la 'prince charming', maybe driver prince charming yang memerhati aku.. kuang kuang kuang..) 'Prince charming'; malay+handsome+office attire+glasses+intelegent. IMAGINE! And then cun cun lak, love-of-her-life (Myrez) was there as well. Since school apparently. Also malay looking, damn fucking tall. Good looking I must say. Altho I think he is a lil too thin. Maybe because he was tall. He is prolly a 6 footer. Let's not go about Umie's prince charming. In Melbourne studying.

Back at parents home.

Ate dinner, celebrated my kakak's birthday. Same date as Lyn's. And Lyn, rub it off yea? Biasa la all these things. Just remember what I said. At least he made time for you on your birthday. The whole night, just with you. (altho it was on you...) Just think of it, that was all he could afford at that moment. Just his time with you. I think thats something. Materials? You could buy anytime, but you cant buy time. Time that he spent with you k? Now mummy is discussing about my trip to Sydney on the 7th Sept. Whether is everything in order and all. Whats there to bring, Im just going for a few days. Just relaxed my mind for awhile. Chill out. Let my hair down.

Can you imagine, all this happen in the time span from the realization of how bad is my eye infection to the discussion of my Sydney trip. My friends are depress, finally saw my 'prince charming' (from another table la kan...) and well spending time with family. I guess I didnt really waste this off day of mine. It was very relax, eye soothing. LOL.