Im left here with nothing but sweet memories.

Sweet memories.

Are they enough for me to survive. Just memories of the long gone? Typical human being, nothing is ever enough kan? Aku pun tak paham apa yang sedang berlaku. The more I think about it the more confused I get. But honestly, I'm actually more relax and happy now, altho I've sank so low. But I dont fucking care! Living in the past? NO. (indenial actually...) This is all living in the present and towards the future. My past has left way beyond time. (im telling you, im so indenial and to think I know that! LOL.) Sedih sedih.

Frangi's.

It was ok. Altho somethig happen before Frangi's. Let's not talk about it. But then everything was ok, sampai adalah pukimak just had to spoil the fun by saying something so stupid and well something he said could have offend people. And TAREQ, you are not, ok! Don't bother what the fucker said. Once a fucker always a fucker! (yang kau tuh nak terasa tuh pahal? Jgn tunjuk! Nanti dia pijak kepala you...) Met a new friend, Irma. (through barry..) and this guy name Sham. (obviously Myrez just had to tell him that I'm interested which I was not...!) I just thought he was cute, wasnt interested to get to know his name. Or anything else. From afar he was cute tapi dah dekat, aduh. Boleh la. He's the type kalau jadi boyfriend you dont need to paranoid sangat. He wont go that far kinda thingy. (LOL, omg that was something not nice to say kan? Sham im so sorry. I tend to lepas cakap sometimes.) Let's just hope he doesnt get to find my blog.

Flight pax to BKI.

Slept thru the flight! LOL! Didnt sleep kan? And cun cun, the stewardess on duty had day off on the 12th. So we mutual. Now I'm off from the 8th to the 13th. But maybe I wont stay in SYD that long. Prolly head back to KL on the 11th or so. Cant leave KL that long, and actually I cant leave someone that long. Mesti resah nanti! (kuang kuang kuang, pecah lobang. Masih dalam dunia yang sudah hanyut di lautan...) Well, it ain't easy to let go. Sedap siut skarang nasi lemak serve on board. Seriously! Its something new with MAS! (its like the real nasi lemak. Memang guna santan kinda thingy!) Oh by the way, Im at KK now. In the crew lounge. Set crew ajak keluar lunch, tapi I'm so malas to ikut. Rather get myself really sleepy and then sleep.

Family at HKG!

Coming back today though! They were shopping the whole day yesterday! MESTI BEST! I asked for a few pair of nice jeans, and then CK underwear and also a pair of shoes. Snickers basically. But I dont think they got me the shoes! (tapi I rase they got it for me! LOL) Wish I went with them, but NO they had to decide to go HKG last minute, so I pun tak sempat nak mutual! Tapi tak pe laa, bagus jugak,. at least got some money to save up for RAYA! Speaking of that I need to go tempah baju already man! But no idea this year family using what colour! Im hoping its like lavender. Im planning to get lavender. (berangan je kerja aku, tapi at least I berangan at the end of the day memang btul. Drpd orang lain berangan tapi tak berkerja keras lansung untuk mencapai angan angannye. Tiada kaitan kepada hidup dan mati. LOL)