30th July

The night has come
The day is coming to an end
Just 15 minutes
And it will all be over
Still my wish didnt come true.

30th of July
Celebrating the birth of me
But something is pulling me down
Bringing back my faded memories
Aching my wounded heart
Causing my eyes to tear
Killing my happiness slowly.

Inhaling all kind of smoke
A fast way of escapism
Numbing every pain and ache
Achieving a short term happiness
Running away from facts
Chasing the high
Temporaly erasing reality
A painful reality.

Struggling to put a happy face
Failing to convince the world
That a happy guy like me
Is rotting with tears
And just left here with memories.