A broken empire.

I'm a loser
lost in every game of life
crashing through hard obstacles,
killing all evil like a professional gamer
where as I'm actually more dead than alive.

A roller coaster ride it was
climbing up so hard rolling down so fast
adrenalin rush that was so vast
always begins with a blast.
Never in mind
truly I was hurt
regain my strength yet to lose my mind
always ends with memories turns dirt.

It was sure to come
that I'd breakdown and cry
living on the edge of life
so they say I party like a rockstar
easing the pain by constantly getting high
in reality,
I'm just wounding more to my bleeding scar.

For where I stand now its a broken empire
hidden somewhere far far away
gathering all sources to light the fire
a sign of surrender.
With all dreams and desire
in the vicinity of prayer and so I lay
for as my heart is that empire
heal me from this frantic emotional fray.