In the next life, we'll fall in love again.

Months since you've been gone,
months since you've turn back,
months since you've looked me in the eyes,
and now memories are so way back.

Soon Im gonna fade,
fade into the dark blue sky,
fade like the colour balck fades to grey and then white,
fade where memories only lyes.

You've havent said a word,
nor even a letter,
then I guess its easy,
easy for you to erase me,
easy for you to accept reality when Im trying so hard to,
the reality that had no beginning to an ending.

How could all of this happen,
when all I did was try to begin,
something you were trying so hard to end.

Was it never enough?
Was it never fair?
Was there NO trust?
Wasn't there second chance in our love dictionary?
One question,
how could you let it go when you never even tried to hold it?

You gave me alot of strength,
strength for me to survive in this cruel vicious world,
strength for me to live,
strength to pursue my dreams,
strength to stand on my own 2 god-damn-fucking feet
and lastly the strength for me to love.

But why were you cruel?
Why do you have to pull everything back,
when you know that you were my strength,
and it was only you in my life.

Letting you go was never easy,
and seeing you so happy now makes me feel easy,
but I want to thank you,
thank you for appreciating me,
thank you for being my strength,
thank you for showing me how love hurts, and lastly,
thank you for hurting me because then only it showed me more the meaning of love.

Now fly like a bird,
like you have always dreamt,
and probably in the next life,
we'll meet again, and,
we'll be total strangers,
trying to fall in love again.