STRESS!

Stress!

What the fuck man? How childish can someone get? File a lawsuit? Over a matter that’s so small? And when I asked whether I could talk to the prove he has, he said no. Lets not get other people involve. I mean darling, if you are going to put it into law, then he is definitely involve. True? I did law sweetie, I should know. But I didn’t fucking brag about it! To think he has been in this world longer than I have and still can act so childish. Grow up. I guess its true when they say, life is a cycle. You start out from a fetus, and end with being a fetus as well. If I ever meet the third party again, I am so going to ask him directly, and frankly what did he say to him. As what he said, when you do good, they still tend to talk about the bad. Well, I did good, and look, again it hit me in the face.

Here’s the story.

On the month of July, I had a flight (trip of to KCH and all for 5 days.) and mind you, we maintain Tech Crew for 5 days. And I was flying with this apparently Captain so popular in the airlines. And what people talk about him was so much different from how he was with us. He was honestly a nice person. He brought us all out. (bawak gi karaoke lagik!) He didn’t do any bad things to us, tak de marah marah and all, so what is there to talk about rite? SO, anyways, now; apparently I’ve talked bad about him. (and that was the only time I flew with him, after 2yrs being with MAS) I talked bad about him to this other set crew of mine when I did a penang layover flight on the month of august. (and yea I am not gonna mention any names.) I remembered what exactly I said to them, that the Captain was actually a nice guy. He brought us to dinner and shit, but as normal, being typical human, you tend to add salt and pepper to anything. So takkan si tua bangka tu tak tau the life of the airlines? He said he has been flying for 27 years takkan you tak tau kan? As what you said, if its not true, then why the hell care? Betul tak? (kimak aku sampai kuching je dah stress!)

Involving my Leading pulak tuh.

And then, ask me to call me my leading now. He wants to clarify things with my leading. Why must you involve someone that wasn’t even in the picture? Captain ask me what did I tell my set, and I answered that well he wants to ask me some questions on safety related matter. (reason being, because I don’t want it to be a big HU HA and not to cover my own fucking ass! There was nothing to cover anyways) But no, pasal tuh pun aku kena bamboo! I just didn’t want others to get involve in this stupid matter. Buat pe la aku nak bazir air liur cakap benda buruk pasal kau, aku pun bukannye baik sangat! And I have so much more other problems to think about then dealing with you! I mean think about it, being human, if someone were to do something bad to you, you would talk about it. But as far as I’m concern, he didn’t do anything to me. SO why the fuck would I make up some stupid shit story saying he fuck around and all that. Dah laa he didn’t even kacau any of my set crew! Aduh pukimak suka buat aku stress tau!


I know, I shouldn’t bother.

But you see, if the person didn’t come up to me and embarrass me in public, I couldn’t care less but he did. He embarrass me in front of the other set crew and all. I mean what the fuck wei? Yea I know you’re a fucking captain and yea you said what “.. cabin crew and captain macam langit dan bumi..” FUCK YOU! Cabin crew is a career and so is being a tech crew. Both of our jobs holds the same policy. Its safety! Not just the bloody tech crew. If we don’t check our Safety Equipment right anything could happen. Without us, you cant even fucking fly the aircraft! (it just shows how he looks down on the cabin crew..) What you think, being a Tech Crew is a big thing? Darling you’re working for a company, lain la kalau that airline is your fucking airline! (yea I know he is rich and all, he got his own company la tu laa.. I don’t care.) Money doesn’t bring you anywhere. Bukan nye boleh masuk syurga duit tuh semua!

He wants to tell me about religion!

What he thinks Im bad with my religion. I think my dad has taught me a lot about religion!

Talking about respect.

If you want someone to respect you, you have to respect that person even if the person is lower ranking than you. You’ve got to earn that respect and not plee for it darling. If you don’t respect that person, you expect that person to respect you. (that aint the way of life.. it goes 2 ways!) Apa salah nye you talk to me nicely, ask me nicely and not try to gertak me? Im the kind, moment someone gertak me, that’s it laa, there goes the respect you’ve earn. Nak tunjuk konon you are someone, I don’t honestly care., Yes in this world when you got money, you could buy glory, but not the after life, you cant buy your glory then. (hah ko ingat aku tak tau religion!) And then telling me to look myself in the mirror, who the fuck do you think you are to say that? What your that perfect that you could say that! Tolong laa, if you are perfect people wont be talking about you. (as what you said, pokok takkan bergerak kalau tak ada angin..) Say it to yourself then!

And to the third party.

I swear the next time I meet you, I am gonna come up to you nicely and ask you frankly what the hell did you add in to the story I apparently said to all of you! And if you aint honest, Im gonna try so hard to make a date with him and you I am gonna drag along. And then you tell. And I’ll make sure this problem will be solve then! (Ko ingat aku tak berani buat benda tuh, yea I maybe 21 but darling you are honestly messing with the wrong person!)

S T R E S S!