BLOOD TEST?

Do you think it's neccesary?

I mean why do you have to go thru the hastle when actually you could just use your hair to find out. I'm actually just so paranoid about tmrw's medical check up. I'm really hoping I'd pass it if not then I honestly honestly fucked up my career again. Why did'nt Ithink this throroughly. Now I'm just regretting everything. Please dont ruin this 2nd chance Izzy! PLEASE. Do u think I should postphone the check up? Maybe friday?

I MISS HIM!

I really really miss him, and if this medical check up fails my chances of seeing him would get worse. Damn it! I'm so scared. I dont wanna lose him. I dont wanna lose my career. WHY AM I SO PARANOID!?

xoxo